Meet Toni Roethling, our 2024 Bill Pringle Poetry Award winner

24/11/2023

  • I hope my poem is a verse many people will be able to relate to; and also which ends in hope, if not for the life you thought they would have as little children, but for the remarkable people that have become.

Toni poem about understanding documents her journey as a mother through the declining mental health of her children. Toni’s children both have severe mental illnesses and she has been their carer since she was widowed at the age of 50. Toni’s children are now in their mid thirties and Toni has been on this journey for over 20 years.  

Toni hopes her poem is a verse many people will be able to relate to. The poem ends in hope, if not for the life one thinks their children would have when they are young, but for the remarkable people they have become.  

Winning Poem: Understanding

 

Bundle of Joy   

New, fresh, clean and bright   

Hopes and dreams reaching for the light   

   

Children   

Wild, savage, different, my sprite   

Awe and wonder, an absolute delight   

   

Teens   

The mist descends we seem to drift   

How can we ever mend this widening rift.   

   

Adults   

Haunted by demons, visions and delusions   

How can I save them, fix them and confusions   

   

Understanding    

Not their dreams or hopes but mine   

Not my place to fix , mend and make shine   

   

Understanding   

They are resilient and brave   

Their own way they must and can pave   

   

Understanding   

Walking beside on this stony path,   

Together to wellness, sharing a laugh.