Med change....
#1
Posted 26 February 2012 - 01:28 AM
The past few months or so i have been struggling with my anxiety rather than low mood but since the withdrawal started my mood has decreased significantly and im struggling to stop myself from crying all the time.....im finding it incredably hard to stop myself getting angry (which usually ends with me hurting myself)... I have little motivation but then get mad with myself because things aren't getting done...
I just dont know what to do. I have been given diazepam to help with my anxiety but only been given 14 to last me the month untill is see the psychiatrist again. I know diazepam is highly addictive which is why i have only been given a small amount, so i am exceedingly reluctant to take it unless i really really need to.... I saw my gp a few days ago for a review but there isnt much else she can do for me untill i have next seen the psychiatrist.
to top it all off all my stressing (due to moving house) has caused me to have psoriasis which is litterally EVERYWHERE! head to toe covered in little outbreaks. I have been given ointment for it but because it is very oily i feel like im dirty (dunno if that makes sense) dont get me wrong the stuff works really well and i have noticed the improvement but uggghhh its aweful stuff!
I feel awful for my partner, she knew it would be a tough few weeks but i think she is finding it harder than expected.... I just dont know what to do... short of shutting myself off from the entire world untill the new med has taken effect i dont know what else to do!
The last med change went terribly wrong...I had a bad reaction to it, it caused me to have exceedingly angry outbursts and very vivid nightmares that terrified me. so the fact that i am trying a new med scares me beyond belief.
I finish my therapy sessions on tuesday which is really bad timing. Ive just moved back to the town i grew up in, where all our friends are ect and now with the med change too it kind of feels like im being left hanging.... oh i dont know!
never mind .
#2
Posted 26 February 2012 - 06:43 AM
#3
Posted 26 February 2012 - 02:33 PM
Take care of yourself.
M.
#4
Posted 26 February 2012 - 03:13 PM
I'm due to start fuloxetine when fully reduced the venlafaxine.
#5
Posted 26 February 2012 - 05:43 PM
#6
Posted 26 February 2012 - 07:01 PM
#7
Posted 26 February 2012 - 09:44 PM
I don't have a cpn and my gp is in Manchester currently (60miles away) cos I have just moved and due to just having been referred to the psychiatrist gp thought it was a good idea to stick with her untill we were all sorted and I agree cos it would be too much change all at once for me and I have a good relationship with my gp so I dnt min the travel. Should there b an emergency I know that I can use dr's here till I transfer.
Im really struggling
#8
Posted 26 February 2012 - 09:51 PM
#11
Posted 27 February 2012 - 10:05 AM
#13
Posted 27 February 2012 - 08:11 PM
butterflylion, on 27 February 2012 - 07:44 PM, said:
The reduction is aweful! Not physically but mentally.....not doing good at all
Htp manic?? What's that?
5 HTP is a health shop med , people use it has a AD but its not that strong, but when you have washed out an have no meds inside you you can take it till your next meds is prescibed then stop, im not a shrink but i never new you are cool to go to 75mg effexor then straight on prozac , you still have effexor in your system an its a different class of med. you can straight tapper the same class like 1 ssri to another, but you are going snri to ssri., I feel for you on effexor d .tox its really bad i no.I used night nurse on odd nights if you carnt sleep it knocks you out.
#14
Posted 01 March 2012 - 02:15 AM
I went to see my gp yesterday but as expected there isnt really much she could do for me. The reduction of the venlafaxine is nesissary, and because im changing meds the reduction is apparently happening a little quicker than it would be done if i was coming off the meds all together. The best she could offer me was to try and treat the symptoms of the withdrawal. As im having extreme difficulty sleeping thats what she wanted to try and treat first.
Physically the withdrawal isnt too bad, little bit of sickness/dizzyness/headaches but i can cope with that. Its my deterioration of my mood and increased anxiety that i find harder than anything....
I know that cos im not sleeping it doesnt help my mood very much...
The past two weeks have been awful. mood swings, agitation, anxious, very tearful, short tempered. If i was on my own then it might be easier to withdraw and hibernate for the time that this is happening, but i cant. Im terrified about the effect this is having on my partner. She seems to be doing ok with it as we both knew that there might be some deterioration but the actual extent has shocked/worried us both. I dont want to push her away, and i feel like i am sometimes. we do talk alot. but right now its just not helping to take away that fear...
I might be worrying unnesissarily. It might just be my state of mind that makes me think there is a problem, I dont know.
i just want all this to be over and done with.
never mind.
#15
Posted 01 March 2012 - 08:55 AM

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