[Judith]

I suffer from sleep promblems, I take sleeping pills on occassion.I have nights meres every night and it effects my mood in the morning and thought the day. when I cannot slept for a couple of days. I hear voices in my head and I have short visions in my head as well as in front of me. I have a learning disability like dyslaxia, dyscolulious amd disprixia is these symtom part of schrizophhrina or dose it go hand in hand. I have managed to hold down a job for 10 years but them my mental health deteriaged. I was sacked. no reference. Now I work part time in care and I seem to get my employers back up. they are making life very differcult for me. I seem not been able to hold down a job. Is it me that needs to change or is ity my emplyers attiude to mental heath that needs to change.

[bethanie]

Judith, on 05 August 2011 - 03:23 PM, said:

I suffer from sleep promblems, I take sleeping pills on occassion.I have nights meres every night and it effects my mood in the morning and thought the day. when I cannot slept for a couple of days. I hear voices in my head and I have short visions in my head as well as in front of me. I have a learning disability like dyslaxia, dyscolulious amd disprixia is these symtom part of schrizophhrina or dose it go hand in hand. I have managed to hold down a job for 10 years but them my mental health deteriaged. I was sacked. no reference. Now I work part time in care and I seem to get my employers back up. they are making life very differcult for me. I seem not been able to hold down a job. Is it me that needs to change or is ity my emplyers attiude to mental heath that needs to change.

Hi Judith
I have recently been diagnosed with BPD or schizophrenia nd i hav sleep problems to i stay up nd awake for 40 or 50 hours at a time cos my head just wont chill nd all the crap in my head like the voices nd stuff just wont stop. Nd when i do sleep i hav bad dreams most of the time. Sorry to hear bout your job bein bad nd im guessin its there attitude to mental health wot needs to change nd not you !!
Berthanie x

[Judith]

bethanie, on 06 August 2011 - 06:58 PM, said:

Hi Judith
I have recently been diagnosed with BPD or schizophrenia nd i hav sleep problems to i stay up nd awake for 40 or 50 hours at a time cos my head just wont chill nd all the crap in my head like the voices nd stuff just wont stop. Nd when i do sleep i hav bad dreams most of the time. Sorry to hear bout your job bein bad nd im guessin its there attitude to mental health wot needs to change nd not you !!
Berthanie x

[Judith]

bethanie, on 06 August 2011 - 06:58 PM, said:

Hi Judith
I have recently been diagnosed with BPD or schizophrenia nd i hav sleep problems to i stay up nd awake for 40 or 50 hours at a time cos my head just wont chill nd all the crap in my head like the voices nd stuff just wont stop. Nd when i do sleep i hav bad dreams most of the time. Sorry to hear bout your job bein bad nd im guessin its there attitude to mental health wot needs to change nd not you !!
Berthanie x

[Judith]

hi Bertanie!

Thank you for your resposes, it was nice to know that I am not the only one who suffers from sleep problems and nightmeres. I was diagnose with schizophrenia for 26 years still on medication. I was very confused at work yesterday and could not get my acted togegether. I just don't seem to cope with my job any more. I work in the care industry. There is lots of presure do do lots of things right. Like infection control, moving and handling, food hygine, nurition, heath and stafy, fire stafty,coshh,dematia traing, eating and drinking drinking, fliud chart care plans and also you have to be quick in geting poeple up. and puting them to bed. My relexes are slow. I was very confused yesterday and I just could not get my act together. I feel as if i need another job. I have no idea what kind of job I could do. with low qulifications my highest qulifications is level one in engligling language in adult education and also in maths I gained a level one.
. I also belive that My mental heath is also refexts on my spritually heath. My spruitually heath is no existant I feel spruitully lost. I feel htat I would go to hell when I die. The dreams that I have are very sactanic. Plus I am having hormone changees like the menopouse I am only 47 even though I feel like I am in my twenites. lol.

[bethanie]

Judith, on 07 August 2011 - 08:33 AM, said:

hi Bertanie!

Thank you for your resposes, it was nice to know that I am not the only one who suffers from sleep problems and nightmeres. I was diagnose with schizophrenia for 26 years still on medication. I was very confused at work yesterday and could not get my acted togegether. I just don't seem to cope with my job any more. I work in the care industry. There is lots of presure do do lots of things right. Like infection control, moving and handling, food hygine, nurition, heath and stafy, fire stafty,coshh,dematia traing, eating and drinking drinking, fliud chart care plans and also you have to be quick in geting poeple up. and puting them to bed. My relexes are slow. I was very confused yesterday and I just could not get my act together. I feel as if i need another job. I have no idea what kind of job I could do. with low qulifications my highest qulifications is level one in engligling language in adult education and also in maths I gained a level one.
. I also belive that My mental heath is also refexts on my spritually heath. My spruitually heath is no existant I feel spruitully lost. I feel htat I would go to hell when I die. The dreams that I have are very sactanic. Plus I am having hormone changees like the menopouse I am only 47 even though I feel like I am in my twenites. lol.

Hey
sorry my post seem to of sent to you a few times lol!! I feel so sad for you that your having such a hard time but i know exactly how you feel cos im havin a hard hard **** time to Your job sounds quite demending mayb it wud be gud for you to hav a break from it. I get so confused all the time too and sum time feel like i dont have a clue what im doin or sayin n i jst feel so messed up all the time I findin my diagnosis realy hard at min to cos i have had bad mental health probs for a few years now but only recently been properly diagnosed n findin it quite hard to sink into my head. nd cos of my messed head n diagnosis im not allowed my little boy home at the min its so horrible its breaking my heart so so much
Bethanie xx

[Judith]

bethanie, on 07 August 2011 - 11:17 AM, said:

Hey
sorry my post seem to of sent to you a few times lol!! I feel so sad for you that your having such a hard time but i know exactly how you feel cos im havin a hard hard **** time to Your job sounds quite demending mayb it wud be gud for you to hav a break from it. I get so confused all the time too and sum time feel like i dont have a clue what im doin or sayin n i jst feel so messed up all the time I findin my diagnosis realy hard at min to cos i have had bad mental health probs for a few years now but only recently been properly diagnosed n findin it quite hard to sink into my head. nd cos of my messed head n diagnosis im not allowed my little boy home at the min its so horrible its breaking my heart so so much
Bethanie xx

[Judith]

Hi!!

I know how you feel geting mixed up with things. I get mixed up with my job and I find it very confusing sometimes. I just feel lost. I now know that you know what your diagnoises is:- Its likea weight of your shoulders youcan learn 2live with your condition because you are unique in every way. Put on a smile and say hay its what makes me I think its wrong when you can'tsee your little boy. I was lucky I had my husband who was very suportive at the time when I was first diagnose. But now its 26 years on and my husband patients have weied thin. Our relationhip has broken down. He is not that well and he is looking for me to care for him. But I am not strong enough to do so. I get confused about what I am saying as well.lets smile to together I hope that I can cheer you up. with hope.

Judith x x