So I'm doing well at college the creative writing is going well but its winter and I'm blue.
To be more precise I have negative symptoms , apathy and moderate depression not looking forward to the insane crush that is Christmas. My CPN has gone on extended sick leave following the death of a close relative and I received a letter from the Community Mental Health team telling me that they wouldn’t be replacing her.
So it's September and I'm back on my creative writing course. This
time I've persuaded my autistic son to go back to college too. This has
proven to be hard work.
My referral for a diet and exercise lifestyle coach has come through, it’s due to start in August, nearly 2 years after I was first referred, they said there's a waiting list.
It started with the lack of a referal to a diet and fitness coach, the one my well being check discovered hadnt been done last year. Guess what ,it looks like she forgot to do it again this year!
Well Christmas passed and everything went according to plan, I even cooked this year . I saw my family members and we had a Happy Christmas! The first one to go smoothly for 4 years.
My CPN decided that I needed help around the home and to access social groups. So, as she is also my care coordinator, she made a referral to Social Services.
Delusions are funny things, they can last for years even when you are on anti-psychotics they continue. I had a religious delusion for about ten years.